Global Community Communications Alliance Member Profile
MaritaSeen
Hello, my name is MaritaSeen, and I thank Gabriel and Niánn for this idea of bringing our stories to the world, to you, the truth searcher, the casual observer, the skeptic, the one who, without possibly realizing it, is sitting up there on the cosmic fence of indecision. Welcome! I hope we can broaden your view. One of the main reasons I am pleased to introduce myself to you is that I spend quite a bit of my time on our main reception and admissions phone line, (928) 204-1206, getting to know many different types of people, hearing your stories, your visions and dreams, which all combined give me a deepening sense of gratitude for the interwoven tapestry of God's plan and potential for all of His children. Hopefully, our profiles can give you more of an understanding of this gift here, this blessing of the power of the Mandate of the Bright and Morning Star to actualize your destiny, the dreams from the stuff that real lives are made of on higher worlds.
I continue to be in awe of the enormity of this ministry and humbled and inspired by the reality of my home, our First Planetary Sacred Home; by Who's behind all of this, a God I had chosen to forget or ignore for too long; and by the quality of interuniversal and native souls here giving their all to learn how to truly live as a family. I now follow the teachings of Christ Michael who walked as a man among men 2,000 years ago and whom, for the greater part of my life, I had tried to convince myself and others was a great teacher; all of that "one God stuff", well, that was just for those who couldn't take the "real" world or the "progressive" scientific "advances" erupting around us. Or so I tried to believe, to validate my self-perpetuated agony.
I have a picture by Maxfield Parish on my wall by my desk entitled, "Enchanted Prince." It is of another world, and there's a young woman in a very comfortable-looking tunic leaning against a rock looking at a big frog, and they're contemplating each other. Before finding Global Community Communications Alliance I was often that young girl waiting for a frog to hop along and turn into that person who would transform my life, rescue me from the senseless and mundane lives around me (mainly my own), and bring me to my "rightful" place of ease, comfort, ceaseless inspiration, and never-ending satisfaction! I look at this picture everyday, and I suddenly realized tonight that I have begun to truly grow up in the years of my learning here under the teachings of Gabriel of Sedona, Niánn Emerson Chase, and other elders who are leading all of us into a Divine New Order society. Less and less am I gazing into space dreaming of froggie rescues. I actually have come to a real place inside where I recognize many tests of faith I have gone and continue to go through. I've passed some of those tests and need to repeat some of those failures this fourth-order fallen starseed from Wolvering tried unsuccessfully to side-step. In the process I have been gifted with a deepening relationship with my adopted Creator Father, Christ Michael, who bestowed here as a man, Jesus, the Creator Son of God of the universe of Nebadon. I sometimes think that some of the celestial spirit beings who live and create the curriculum here must look at me and become excited, not because I'm so wonderful (because I am learning I'm very far from perfect), but because I have come a fair distance to understand my place in this union of souls in such a short time. Because of the Mandate of the Bright and Morning Star, I am growing here as proof that living as our brothers' and sisters' keeper is truly the highest reality to thrive in, to understand the purpose of creation, me who was a skeptic of God, of Jesus, resentfully apathetic to world problems that seemed insurmountable. Now here I am training as a change agent, a follower of Van (see The URANTIA Book , Paper 67), being trusted in responsibilities to help fulfill others' God-given talents and destinies. (If you don't already know who Van is, you need to find out. Check him out in The URANTIA Book as well as in our community transmissions available in our website "Archives".) I am enjoying the thrill of discovering who I am in God's personality circuitry; I am inspired by my teachers who lead by example; and I am becoming most proud of Jesus, Christ Michael, who lived a perfect life and who now inspires me to do the same. I am so saddened when Gabriel of Urantia or our reality is judged so incorrectly by some without really wanting to know the facts or the truth. I hope you can benefit from my story.
I was born and raised in Ontario, Canada. By two years of age, I knew I wanted to be a dancer and started in ballet for the next eleven years. After leaving university years later, I briefly tried to rekindle my love for dance again. I now know that many of these abilities or dreams we have come from another life or lives, some lived on other worlds in other universes. I was raised with no religion or personal relationship with God; in fact my parents and chosen friends were pretty cynical about established religions, what was going on behind the power of the pope, the fanatical religious wars and oppression, fundamental self-righteous finger-pointers, and on and on. Early on I tried conformity and usually felt like I was on the outside looking in at a party I wasn't invited to. So I tried to live my own parties and would be quite embarrassed when a person would stumble upon me surrounded by my invisible guests performing just as I wanted them to. By my late teens and early twenties, I found myself in the dip in the timeline just before the X-Generation: pretty much blown away by the mess around us (which many of us, I am learning, helped to create over previous lifetimes), with no direction and no big desires other than material success including a career or husband listed in the Fortune 500, self-help seminars, and, no wars in North America—basically minimal effort for maximum gain which usually had me, like many of us, ending up back in Dad's pocket(book).
I remember the first inner direction that came to me when I was little. I was standing on the front lawn with my mother and our neighbor, and I suddenly knew very clearly that when I grew up I would move to British Columbia. This was a fact that I carried with me and actualized in my early twenties once I had endured enough struggle, frogs who refused to be anything else, teary nights wondering what on earth I was doing here anyway, and recognizing that what I was doing and what was around me wasn't enough, not by a long shot. My search for a frog with more potential got me hopping west. I now know through Continuing Fifth Epochal Revelation that I was drawn to a special area, where many gather to be led more clearly on their spiritual search. Some of these areas contain Energy Reflective Circuits which are used to open spiritual circuits for a person to more clearly recognize God's next direction for them.
Hindsight, as many of us come to understand, is a blessing to be able to see God's leading in our lives. As a student of kundalini yoga at the Vancouver Yoga Centre for several years, I was given some wonderful teachers to learn from through yogic traditions, beginning understandings of service, under an eldership within a Sikh community. My primary teacher was a woman who inspired me with her dedication, devotion to her spiritual path, and true caring for my spiritual growth with her ability to confront me in my lacking areas of dependability and responsibility. I practiced 4 am saddhana, daily prescribed mantra meditations, summer and winter solstice retreats, and yogic healing techniques. And deep down, I still knew, "This isn't it yet." I now recognize the difference between the practice of evolutionary and static religion that lacks the cosmic meanings and absolutes of God for present day solutions which are found in revelation which I now study and practice within the Fifth Epochal Revelation and Continuing. After years of enjoying "going within", studying various healing therapies including massage and hydrotherapy college, and getting prepared to sail off the Pacific coast, Froggie, getting restless, was starting to hop again. He really took some kind of recognizable form when my cosmic brother was given to me as my last big leap home.
I didn't know that Mahu'Seen, who "coincidentally" arrived at the yoga centre one evening, was my cosmic brother until years later (a relationship I was fortunate to learn about from a personal transmission from Paladin, Chief of Finaliters on Urantia given through Gabriel of Urantia). Before the transmission I had a feeling of more of a brother-sister relationship but overlooked these intuitive feelings. Now I can have a right relationship with my cosmic brother. Many starseed brothers and sisters become husband and wife and go through tragic divorces years later. I was spared of this pain. Mahu'Seen, however, was the beginning of one of my greatest and continuing lessons in learning what true relationship is between an ascending son and daughter, learning to become balanced in our Father- and Mother-circuitry (and in the advanced Starseed and Urantian Schools of Melchizedek, the Son-circuitry as well). Before ever visiting Sedona, I realized I would need to practice a very challenging concept to me: submission to an ascending son's decision (without me being in the "driver's seat"). Mahu'Seen, as a more adventurous seeker, had found Global Community Communications Alliance and was more open to the reality of cosmic family; to one God as an individually-relatable personality; and, of the need, in facing the world's problems, for quick action. The midwayers (an order of semi-material beings) had made it possible for me to get home, and it was up to me to humble myself and follow Mahu'Seen's higher and God-driven leading. The misunderstanding of proper submission to balanced Father-circuited ascending sons is a concept I have struggled with like most sons and daughters on this fallen planet, and one I am now finally able here to overcome and soar with by the examples and daily life opportunities given to me.
One of the main draws for me to come investigate Global Community Communications Alliance and to meet the challenge was in The Cosmic Family, Volume I where I was awakened by the words from Niánn Emerson Chase in her Introduction. I knew when I read Niánn's words that if this reality and lessons she was describing were truly real, then I had to be here to learn them too. Men and women becoming real in God, spiritual leaders who carry the highest mandate from God within His local universe, a real Planetary Prince behind the scene, and—frogs recognized and named as frogs. Here I am given Ascension Science terminology and insight into these "mind mechanisms" and the "physics of rebellion," with a broad category we study called "dio patterns." All that unreal stuff (dio) that I want to hold on to, where in fear I believe I need to find a frog to transform instead of depending on God, I am finally learning, is real sick behavior and most of the reason for our very sick world. All the little frogs that I create or who I allow to hop in between me and God, I now, in great deliberation and satisfaction, get to transform through my relationship with Christ Michael into a Fruit of the Spirit, a real tangible gift for somebody else's benefit. And incredibly, this is where my fairy tale ended, where real life in a cosmic family begins. And "coincidentally" I just remembered, my greatest teacher in this life and in others, Gabriel of Urantia, has this little plastic frog that sits outside, and each time I walk by it gives off a "ribbit" to make sure I'm still awake. By God's grace and by the love and devotion of those who have jumped off that cosmic fence before and with me, I am!
I look forward to
getting to know you, to sharing in your dreams, and to aid you to bring
them into God's reality both for you and for all of our brothers and sisters
who desire and are ready to manifest a more beautiful world.
MaritaSeen,
Minister
Vicegerent Second Assistant
to Gabriel of Urantia and Niánn Emerson Chase and the Mandate of the Bright and Morning Star